God you must be really freaking bored to find this!!!
Maybe you should... like... get a hobby!
Well as long as you are here I have some of my poetry below I hope you enjoy!
Darkness and Cold
I have seen my death, and it is cold.
The recurring story my dreams have told.
I fear my sleep because of the grizzle tale.
It’s holding my soul in its rotting jail.
The story is told of my five second flight,
I leave the land of living for the blackest of night.
The last that I see is a blanket of stones.
Forever it will be the tomb of my bones.
No friends here to mourn, which I always feared.
To the entire world, I just disappeared.
Did my end come about from an evil band?
Was it simply an accident, or of my own hand?
I wait for heaven or is my destiny hell?
My soul still sits at the spot were I fell.
Who cares if there’re virgins at the pearly gates?
Must darkness and cold be my finale fates?
I sit on that spot and wait for my guide,
In my home in the rocks where my soul resides.
I haven’t a clue, not even a notion.
As the seasons drag by in tormenting slow motion.
The scavengers drag my parts away,
Insuring that my secret is here to stay.
Lost are my hopes and my wishes so bold,
Forever replaced by the darkness and cold.
coldstares
August 22, 2004
Family and God
In the twilight hours, as I sit and gaze
Remembering years gone and planning coming days
I sit and watch, as the sunsets behind the trees
At the site of this my heart is pleased
On a day of new I sit and dream
Laying in the grass beside a mountain stream
I watch the creatures both beautiful and odd
My heart is full from these gifts of God
A day from the past I remember well
The heat of the desert like the breath of hell
As my skin so dry and red with pain
Suddenly saved by God's sweet rain
Of all the gifts of my life so blessed
My wife and kids I cherish the best
However blessed as my life is, I can still feel low
The feeling is soon changed by their radiant glow
Together we live our family of five
Always trying to keep each other's dreams alive
When there's work to do we share that too
To make more time, for the things we want to do
We have our problems, of that you can be sure
But the love in our family is honest and pure
Without these things, life isn't worth sod
In life you must always put first family and God
coldstares
November 15, 2003
I Awoke Today
I awoke today to an icy chill
Touched by the wind that was crossing the sill
I pulled up my covers to shield the attack
Then settled right in upon my back
Still the blanket gave no relief from the cold
The pillow beside me the story told
My dreams of dancing with you in the rain
Now are just memories that morning has slain
My sweetest flower that puts all others to shame
I want you to join me as our love we proclaim
Holding your hand as we share a new life
Moving forward together with out any strife
The day is coming upon us so fast
When the dreams we share will always last
When night fall comes and we say good night
We’ll cuddle up close and hold each other tight
When morning comes to steal you from me
I’ll see you on the pillow right next to me
All life will then change for the better I’m sure
Because my sweet flower our love is so pure
Nobody to tell us how we should behave
Everyday in our memories our life we will save
It doesn’t matter if you’re across a mountain or sea
Because my sweet darling, you are coming to me
coldstares
July 2004
I sit in silence
I sit in silence and wonder now
How this great nation could turn on thou
We've taken this land from a nation proud
So we could worship God and pray aloud
We choose to have the right to bare arms
To protect are homes, families and farms
You blessed us Lord in so many ways
Now we fall to the agenda of the liberal ways
They hit our schools and say prayer stops
Now the kids kill kids and are taken by cops
They blame the guns and try to take them away
It wasn’t a problem when they let the kids pray
Each day it seems we lose another right
Most of us just let them without a fight
They say that soon we’ll say Jesus has returned
How sad for all if our backs are all turned
We remember on Easter what he did that day
Then sit aside and let them again take him away
I pray my God while they plot to take you and our pride
At the end I’m found worthy to fight evil at your side
coldstares
October 21, 2004
The Breeze
The breeze can caress like a lovers hand.
It strokes you as softly as a whisper.
It can whisk your mind off to some distant land.
As you burn with desire just to kiss her.
You want to caress her beautiful hair.
Your drive to hold her is your only care.
With it's gentle kiss, the breeze licks her too.
A rustle of leaves makes your presence known.
Her passion is true, she dreams only of you.
While professing her love etched in stone.
She pets at her body and sighs with delight.
She dreams her true love has come into sight.
Like a gentle liaison, the breeze units the pair.
Helping ignite their passionate fuel.
Minuets seem like hours for the heated pair.
As they use the breeze as their sensual tool.
But alas it’s just a taste of what they both desire.
While shared memories are fueling their fire.
As you search thru your life as the days pass by.
Distractions attack you from every side.
If you find something missing don’t start to cry.
Just feel for the wind and your lovers stride.
Maybe what missing is not really lost?
Send your kiss to the wind at any cost.
Take a chance and reach out for your mate so fair.
For when you reach out for the love you have tasted.
You search for their smile, their laugh and their hair.
To rekindle the passion the efforts aren't wasted.
Take a lesson hope from the song of the dove.
Open your wings to the wind and soar to your love.
coldstares
May 10, 2004
The seventh of seven
Although an ocean separates us brothers
With honest love we share your pain
We wonder and pray now as do others
How fairs the loved ones of the slain
We speak so often of nine eleven
Oh how united we became that sad day
Now with Britain we will remember the seventh of seven
And again we’ve seen Britain’s strength displayed
These terrorists think that we all will fall
And to their ways and laws we’ll abide
However they are the enemy shared by all
So together we will fight side by side
I cried when I heard that London was shaken
And for the clips on the news I have seen
For all of the innocent lives that were taken
And when the band played "God save the Queen"
We want you to know that our friendship is true
It reaches across land, ocean and sea
Remember that all of our prayers go with you
Forever mighty Britain... We pray God will bless thee
coldstares
7/8/05
Thoughts of you.
The day began with thoughts of you.
Day was breaking in golden hue.
Is this the day or must I wait more?
Coming to me, in dreams I adore.
Soon will be the day I wait for.
My love now free, to express and explore.
Love so strong through crisis it endures.
When you take my hand, my pain it cures.
We'll finally begin a brand new life.
Finally over coming our trials and strife.
Share and share as we escape the edge of the knife.
True love is what the angels have sent as my wife.
Loves is so hard to find when it’s true.
Embrace me now darling in the fall of the night
Passing on the evil's Satin claims to be due.
The time we'll spend basking in God's pure light.
Night will soon hold us to give chance to a dream.
With you in my heart, I truly want more
Kisses from you make my eyes sparkle and gleam.
My blood runs with fire as fresh molten ore
Darling, my darling if you are inclined
Angel you must... read the first word of each line.
coldstares
October 2006